Christmas

Heyyyy!!! Tomorrow is christmas guys!! Well, no, that's the 25, but tomorrow we have presents, I don't know if u too have but Me, I Do.
I don't wanna wright right now, and I realize somehow just in te moment I started to write, wierd?? nn??

JB

Ohhh, I'm just sooo happy that Selena and Justin had broke up finally!!! I think she is a little bit bitch, no offense to anyone!!

And nowww... guys, I really have a problem, I think I like the same boy as my friend, he is really cute and all that... but you know, I can't tell anybody because she also loves the same guy AND we think the guy loves another girl, who is really popular...
But perhaps we are wrong, and  today I just felt so stupid... I think she knows I kind of like him... Because today another friend pushed me towars him and then I talked to the friend who likes the same guy as me and told her: "You have to kill her, she has pushed me towards "your boy"
And now that I actually think what I said, I realize it sound like I love him, and I actually do it, but I don't want anyone to know it!!
Kind of weird, nope??

Christian Beadles

Just find out a video on You-Tube of Christian Beadles... SICK!! So cool!! Just like me!! I'm too sourprised!!
It's 1h30 long so it's gonna take me long to wath it!
And tomorrow I have a human science test so I MUST go to school, it's sucks!

I'M TIRED ABOUT EVERYTHING

Hey guys! :) No, joke. Today I'm a little bit sad you know... I'm just tired everything keeps going as always. I've asked my mother to do a school year in USA but she it's too easy and it wouldn't be good for me..
You know, it's just, I see everyday the same boys and girls, the same teachers, the same country, the same guy, the same food... I NEED A CHANGE!
Sooo... if you have any ideas please tell me because it's urgent!! Other way I'm gonna die  doing the same thing every day...
 My email: theuglytruthofbeingateenager@gmail.com (I know, each time I need to sign in, it takes me a year!!) 

Thak u dudes ;)

I'M SICK

For the second time this week, I'm sick, but this time, it's not because everything is as always, I have fever, and it's not the bieber fever, I can't breath, and it's not because I have buterflies in my body, I'm cold, but I'm not in Atlanta.
I haven't been sick since I was 9, I think... but I had to stay three weeks at home, finally, when you have been three school weeks at home, you want to see your friends, to see EVEN your teachers!
Really horrible when you are feeling so bad!!
And then, when you arrive to school after being sick there are two kinds of people:
1. True friends: they ask you what has happened to you and perhaps they allready know because you have talked with them yet.
2. Persons (especially for guys): there is allways someone who says: ohh, I thought you were dead... I was so happy. And you really want to answer: well, I was dead, but I came again to live because I need to kill you! :D

Give me luck with this guys... right now I have a biiggg headhache!! :(


(If you want to leave a comment, you can do it, it would be pretty nice from you)

REPORTS

This week I have my first reports of the year and I'm just soooo excited... I'm going to fail german, my parents don't know that, they don't even know I had a 5.5 in my first test, it's just so... oh men, I don't find the word!!
You know guys, today I've confirmed my theory of "How should guys ask for a date to girls". A friend of mine, well, a friend of mine who is rightmad at me, has asked a friend to ask for him to her lover if she wanted to date with him, I don't know if I'm explaining very well, we will do something, I'll just give names to the people and tell you about what happened!! :)
The Friend Who Is Mad At Me: Matthew
The Friend Of The Friend Who Is Mad At Me: Sally
The Girl Who Was Asked For A Date: Anny
NOWW... Matthew is very very very shy so he couldn't ask Anny by himself to date with her, and he asked Sally to do it.. and you now what happened?? She said: No, I'm just so sorry...
BUT when he left she started: OMG! He is just mad! He is too fat for me!
Don't you think she is kind of a bitch?? I think yes!
And finally I also wanted to tell you I'm going to create another blog, but sorry dudes, this one is in spanish :/ It's a story about Justin Bieber and you.
If you are believer just tell me!! My e-mail is: theuglytruthofbeingateenager@gmail.com
I know, Selena and him had broke, but that's just good news for me and my belieber friends!!
If you'd like to read a chapter, just, you know, to try, just tell me and I'll traduce it for you :)
Have a nice evening!!

Ohhh yes!!! I just forgot about telling you how was my party, it was great!! But we didn't danced a lot, in fact, it was kind of weird!! And I bought some really nice shorts only for the party! :(

Bye, love, blablablabla

PARTYY ;)

JAYYY!!! Tomorrow I have a party!! And everybody start thinking, what is she gonna wear? Is she going to dance with that cute guy she likes? Is she gonna have fun?
Ummm, I'm gonna wear a black and white t-shirt, white shorts, leggings, my super new nike shoes, and... I don't knoowww, a bra for example!! :P
I'm not gonna dance with the cute guy I like, because... he is not going, really?!! He is not even invited, so weird!! But for shure I'm gonna dance with a  guy, and he is not bad at all...
And finnally... I'm gonna have soooo fun!!!!
Ok, I admit it, I was bored but I needed to write something and that's the first thing that came to my mind...
Sorry dudes....

MY MUSIC=MY LIFE

Hey! Today I have on my mind a lot of thing but I don't wanna talk about them... Well, only one pf those! My crush has given a big hug and a kiss on my chick!! I'm just sooo happy everytime I think about it!! :)
Emmm... the point is: I don't know if this happens to you but... I think every song has a moment in our lifes, the song that you are singing all day long, the one you hate...
My song now is from Justin, I don't really like him but I think this song is pretty cool! As long as you love me. You would think I'm crazy if you see me each night reproducing the song in You Tube a thousand times! Now I even know the conversation that comes before the song!!
The one I hate I think it's... I don@t know! perhaps "rayos de sol" I used to hear it all time but now... it's not the same feeling as the first time I heard it! You know what I'm talking about??
I think every person has her/his own song in his hearth, the music of his lives, of all the moments you have lived... And...
THAT'S WHY MY MUSIC IS MY LIFE!!

WHY I'M HERE WRITING

I supose if I'm here I must have something to tell, something important that means something, but I don't, I just wanna be here, writing, complaining about the world for the afternoon; saying things that... I don't have the courage to say in real life.
I'm not going to tell you my name, where I live, for 2 reasons:
1- I'm only writing this for myself, I'm really not expecting anyone to see it, so I don't think I have to put it. If someone is reading this; well, there you have, you are not in a normal blog were someone writes a stupid(sorry) thing.
2- Also, because it's not only myself, it's also the voice (I expect) of a lot of other girls. The first time I realised my ideas were perhaps the sames ideas as a lot of girls, it made me feel like a little butterfly who's like 20000 more. And it's true, but not exactly as I thought at first. In spanish there is a very famous sentence that looks like this:
Cada persona es única, exactamente igual que los demás.
That, traduced to english sounds more or less like this:
Every single person is unic, exactly as the others.
In my opinion: I really like it; it's my favourite sentence in spanish, I know, it sounds like if I were very... philosophal, but, believe me, I'm not!
And I think that's all, I have't touched really the main part but now i want to eat and sleep, YES I'M LAZY AND I LIKE IT!

SCHOOL

My opinion: who really cares about good marks?? Who really cares about homework?? NOBODY. Teachers think we are like them, but we are only teenagers my god! We are not all the day thinking about school, tests or whatever... the first thing it comes to my mind when I think of the word school is FRIENDS, because school would be much more boring without you guys! Well, even more boring.
The thing I most hate of school: German and the teacher, she is really the worst teacher you could imagine. "Should I put you homework for tomorrow?" She always asks, but... never wates until an answer, imagine what she does. She inmediatly opens the book and starts searching for a thousand excercices for us!!  I would want to see her doing my spanish homework!!
Another thing I really hate is when my spanish teacher says: we are gonna write a story!- for the next 5 seconds I´m just like "jayyy!!" but then she always says: about blablabla... in ten minutes.
And then it's when I start freaking out. She wants me to write a good story in 10 minutes?! WTF?! I really need minimum 20 minutes to have a good story that makes sense!
...And now I'm totally looking as a baby crying about everything in my life, but that's what I wanna do, I wanna cry and shout to the world I want to change, I want to take a look at the mirror and see another girl. I wanna see that little girl that ran all over the park screaming out:
-Tomorrow is Monday and I'm going to see Megan!!
I don't wanna hear another time that little voice that tells you:
-Have you donde your homework?
And that's all, I just wanna be happy and I wish one day I will be.